late for school as usual.
i guess i will never be early for school.hah.
anyway,didn't do much in school.
cuz my group had already finish the group project.
so i gt nothing to do.
super sian.so ask fezah lend me her ds,and i play.
tat's the best thing to kill time ya.
finish class at 11.
went to slack around amk with antho and fezah.
sit there,smoke and talk cock.
left at around 12 plus.

guess i'll be staying at home today.might not be going out.
well,kinda not use to it when my mum is at home.
well,i've always be at home alone for almost 4 years.
now,thing's changing.hope mum can get a job soon.




well,i might be in singapore,but my heart had already fly to perth to be with you.

well,well,
i'm super late for class today.
huimin call me at 8.30,asking where am i.
and once she hear my voice,she knows i'm still sleeping.
wake me up,and i rush i mad.
class start at 8 and 8.30 i'm still at home.
get a quick shower,change and rush down.
reach school at around 9.20.
i miss a few thIngs so on the next lesson got catch up with it.
stupid antho didnt come today.
went to have brunch with huimin.
finish up some worksheets and i got nothing to do.
so the rest of the time,i spend it on playing fezah DS.
well,play for 2 hr.
in between,went to disturb some classmates.haha
that's my hobby in school.haha.
took some pictures of my classmates.haha.

class end at 12 plus.
the whole class skip PE today.
i bet next week,we will get the shit out of it man.
well,come back to sengkang and meet antho to slack for awhile and went home.
might be meeting him tonight again to slack and smoke.
shower and now in front of my com.
chatting with someone i just know not long ago.
shall stop here,and give her all my time.haha.



accidentally in love.

well,skip school today.
cuz i overslept.hah.

yesterday,school is alright.
but i'm late for like 1 hour.
morning class is a little boring,but still have fun.
went to NYP during our break with antho,razali,deepan,and a idiot.
once we step in the idiot is like so stupid,keep saying stupid things,
that annoy us.
so me and antho is like keep shooting back at him.
slack there till 12 plus and went back for afternoon class.
lifeskill class is the most boring class.
i haven been attending for don't know how many months.
so went there,teacher ask us to come out with a survey.
so our group is nice,and we come out with one on mac air(the lightest laptop)
so i went to hand up to her after that,and she say very good,and say all the smart ones are group together.
well,i don't denied that we are smart.haha.
then she ask me am i working,
so i told her yes.
then she ask working morning or night,
and i told her night.
and she say,
if i next time need to go off early for work just let her know,and she will let me go off.
as long as i got mt attendance taken.
so nice of her.
haha.
after class,went home.
take a short nap,and meet antho at 8 plus.
slack till 9 plus went home,do some workout,
and sleep.

after the workout,my body is now aching.
but i will carry on,cuz i want to slim down.

shall stop here.




let me be the one to love you.

it has been awhile that i update stuff in my daily life.
so i shall do it today.hah.

school has start for like 2 weeks.
and i'm almost late everyday.
so as usual,class start at 8 but i reach there at 8.30 i guess.
today in class we try out the mic,as we are learning about audio now.
the mic is cool shit.
i like it man.
around 9 plus went to have break,
come back and do some work sheets and went home.
actually,there's pe lesson,but i'm lazy.haha.
went to the usual place and slack with antho.
left at around 2 plus.
watch some shows,and nap for awhile.
wake up at 7 plus,watch tv and meet antho to slack.as usual.
smoke,talk crap,talk about movies and stuffs.
went near his area to slack some more.
while talking,something drop from above.
it's a plastic bag full of water.
shit la.this is the second time we see things drop from above.
i wonder what will be next that drop down.
a body?i hope so.cuz it cool.haha.
went home at 10 plus reaching 11.
gonna sleep soon.
tomorrow class start at 8 again,and me and antho will be late again.







call me silly,call me fool.
no matter how long it takes,i will wait for you.

love and be loved

the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.

we know each other for almost 2 months.
i guess you can know by now how i feel for you.
i wanted to pop that question to you.
but i dare not.
cuz i know it's difficult for you to get into a relationship after your previous one.

friends around me ask me to ask you that question,
but i say i wil wait for the right time first.
but when is the right time?
i have no idea.

i don't know how you feel for me now.
but i can be sure is i really like you and want to be with you.






be mine,will you?

i admit i'm too stubborn.
i admit i get jealous when i know you are meeting her.

i'm sorry.
sorry for quarreling with you.
sorry for giving you black face.

sorry for today.




ps i love you

十指紧扣

即使可以畅聚最幸运的一对伴侣
沿途仍旧要牵手伴随
原来为了温馨之中带着了恐惧
若那对手放松了会怕失去
紧紧拥抱以外我用什么感到被爱
沿途陪着你手松下来
遗留十时空间谁相信
你在乎我若那缺陷拉阔随时会分开
谁都知双手可紧扣不依不舍的背后
这个信念有多温柔从害怕会被拥有
直到气力不够十只手指终於找得到对手
能开不开心都紧扣辛不辛苦都接受
是一个成就
可惜我只想与一个人尾指一勾也没有
紧紧拥抱以外我用什么感到被爱
沿途伴着你手松下来
遗留十时空间谁相信
你在乎我若那缺陷拉阔随时会分开
谁都知双手可紧扣不依不舍的背后
这个信念有多温柔从害怕会被拥有
直到气力不够十只手指终於找得到对手
能开不能心都紧扣辛不辛苦都接受
是一个成就
可惜我只得我一个人翘起双手
谁都知双手可紧扣不依不舍的背后
这个信念有多温柔从害怕会被拥有
直到气力不够十只手指就是绝望时扶手
能开不开心都紧扣辛不辛苦都接受
是一个成就
可惜我只想与一个人尾指一勾也没有



it's a canto song

you make my world goes round and round and round.................


your voice is the first thing i like about you.
the smile on your face melts my heart.
the tears you drop makes my heart ache.


i might be a kid to you.
but i will prove you wrong.

what i have is more than you can imagine.

so girl give me your hand,
and come with me.
lets dance to the music,
cuz the night is just for you and me.

girl,do you know how i feel?

i start to miss you even though we just parted.

cuz i don't know when will be the next time i see you again.

it seems like time is not enough.

you're busy with your work and my school is starting soon.

i wonder will we have time together.

even though we are just friends now,

i wish to spend every moment with you.

hopefully, one day things work out between us.




PS I LOVE YOU

next to you

Two o'clock and I wish that I was sleepin
Your in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is I gotta get next to you (gotta get next to you)

Sittin here turnin minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
Cause you don't know that I gotta get next to you


Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I just gotta get next to you
[ah, gotta get next to you]

Asked around and I heard that you were talkin
Told my girl that you thought that I was outta your league
What a fool, I gotta get next to you [whoa, gotta get next to you]
Yeah its five in the mourning and I can't go to sleep
Cause I wish, yeah, I wish you knew what you mean to me
[Baby] Lets get together and end this misery


Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I just gotta get next to you

[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you, Yeah
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
What I gotta say, what I gotta do
If I wanna get next to you
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you, yeah
To wanna get next to you


Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I [baby call me crazy]
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I just gotta get next to you
I gotta get next to you

waiting.

every morning,
when i wake up,
the first thing i want to see is your name,
appearing in my message inbox.
but i never get to see it.

everytime,i will pick up my phone to check,
whether is there any message or call from you,
but the answer is always no.

even if i message you,
it will take you a while to reply back.
and when i call you,
i always call at the wrong time.

call me silly,
call me fool.

i'm just waiting for something simple.
simple but yet hard to get.



do you know how i feel?