HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

today it's our one month anni.i'm very happy being with my baby.
we might be far away,we might not be able to feel each other,
but i'm sure we can feel the love we have.
baby,i love you alot.
no words can describe my love for you.
we will last forever,i promise.

i miss you alot baby.173 more days to go.

the first one is taken at bugis.
the second one is the one i make for my baby.stil gt one more.but stil making.haha.


hmmm,haven been updating my blog.cuz i'm kinda lazy.haha.
anyway,this few days have been going out.
and i have been video caming with baby.
i miss her alot.
we wont be able to cam,cuz her dad is returning tp perth.sob.
but nvm,we still can chat online and sms.
haha
baby,i simply love u.


174 more days to go.

178 more days to go baby...


went out to have dinner with long.
talk about alot of things.
then suddenly,we talk about the earthquake in sichuan...

well,as all know,this incident just happen not long ago.
well,it's pretty sad to know that many ppl lost their lives and family.
just within minutes,ppl lost their homes,their love ones.
i happen to read the newspaper and read this article.
they found a compo written by a boy.
it's to his mother.
his mum is a mute,and he grow up in a single parent family.
his mum work very hard to raise him up.
but still no matter wat human being do fall ill.
his mum fall sick,and when she recover,she work harder to support him for his studies.
he feel bad and went to tell his mum he dun want her to work so hard,so he want to quit schooling.
when his mum hear tat,she cry in silent,and keep hitting her chest.
showing tat she feel very upset.
when the boy see tat,he cried.and told her he will study hard and nv mention about quitting school.
he did study hard.
at the end of the compo,he wrote:"in order to repay my mum,i will study hard for her and nv let her down.i know how hard she try to bring me up."
but sadly,the boy will nv get his chance to repay his mum.
he died in the earthquake.

when i read finish this,my eyes is in tears.
i pity those who lost their family.
hmmmm,i know i cant do anything,i just hope god will bless them.

179 more days to go baby...


haha.my blog has a new blog skin.
thanks to my baby.
cuz she's the one who help me do it.
she spend quite awhile on doing this.
isn't my baby the nicest.haha.
well,my blog might look a little bit emo..
but that's what i like.
i'm always the emo kid.
haha.

hmmmm,later still gonna go for work.
arrggh,how i wish i dont have to work and there's always money for me.
haha
i'm dreaming.

now online with my baby.
miss her heaps.
l love u baby.

baby,we are left with 180 days more.


i overslept today.
so i didn't go to school.
once i wake up jiu go online.
but the stupid connection gt prob.
which means i cant cam with baby.
i was pissed off lo.
around 2 plus,finally i gt connected.
but baby went offline le.
sad.
sms baby,and went out at 5.
meeting long for dinner.
we went to serangoon there to eat.
but when we reach there,the stall is closed.
so we eat something else.
after tat,we walk down to the bus stop.
went to compass point.
bought chocolate,and strawberry snow shake.
went home after tat.
now online,waiting for my baby to online.




baby,i miss you heaps.

baby,we are left with 181 days more.i miss you badly.


late for school,cuz i over slept.
reach there and did nth.
went into studio to do recording.
class end at 1.
went home,shower,and video cam with my baby.

i'll nv get sick of seeing my baby everyday.
i wish i could hug her right now.
baby,do you know how much and how deep i love you?
no words can ever explain how much i love you.

last night my baby let me listen to one song.
cradle by atomic kitten.
i like the lyrics.

here's the lyrics:

I will rock you like a baby, Lover,
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love that’s made for two...

Don’t you ever say this loves not special,
Don’t you ever think its not essential...Baby...

I was only thinking of you,
Hoping you were thinking of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world... Baby...
I am always dreaming of you,
Hoping you are dreaming of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...

I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...
If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...

Don’t you ever say this loves not special,
Don’t you ever think its not essential baby...

I was only thinking of you,
Hoping you were thinking of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world... Baby...
I am always dreaming of you,
Hoping you are dreaming of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...

Though you say you want a love,
But you don’t think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will receive it...
Oh baby... Baby...

Don’t you ever say this loves not special, no
Don’t you ever think its not essential baby...

I was only thinking of you,
Hoping you were thinking of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world... Baby...
I am only dreaming of you,
Hoping you are dreaming of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...


baby,i never love love someone like i love you.
be mine forever,will you?

can everything in my family just stop?
stop the shouting,stop the quarreling.
i have enough.
is this a place i call home?
i doubt so.
it seems more like a place for me to sleep and use my com.
i guess it's call a hotel.
why can't we just talk nicely?
why do we have to shout across the house?
Mum,can you ever talk nicely to me and brother?
you want us to respect you.
but have you ever gave us the respect we want?
i guess no.

my memory of a happy family stops at the age of five.
from then on,all i remember is the fights we have.
why mum and dad never bother to listen to what me and brother have to say.
there's no warm in this house.
all i get is the coldness of it.
i rather not be home.
so i wont have to quarrel with them.
i did many things to seek for your attention.
but i never get to get your attention.
i give up.
now i no longer need your attention.

everyone around me,
ask me to try talking nicely to mum.
but no matter how hard i try,
we will end up shouting.
as years goes by,i chose not to speak anymore.
i rather stay in my room,and not face her.
there are many times,i want tell you things about me.
but when you start raising your voice,
i chose not to say a word.
when you ask me,why i don't tell you anything,
i just look at you,and walks away.
i no longer know how to talk to you.

Mum,Dad,all i want is you both just listen to what me and brother have to say for once.
just once is enough.
will we get the chance to tell you how we feel?
i doubt so.

wake up at 12 plus today.
wanted to go online.
but my stupid internet connection is giving me problem again.
so i cant online with baby.
around 5 plus went to long house.
cuz later meeting bear at hougang mall for dinner.
leave his house at 6 plus.
when we reach the bus stop,there's 3 bus 27 ond 1 bus 87.
long say take 27 and i heard 87.
so i went up bus 87 and he went up 27.
we took different bus.
haha.
reach there wait for bear and walk walk around before we have our dinner.
i had steak for dinner.haha
after dinner,went to get mai ya tang,
actually only i'm getting it.
but end up both of them also getting.
went to long house to drink.
at his place,we chat about our sec sch life.
lots of memories ya.
it's been awhile i last met bear.
we catch up quite alot.
leave at 10 plus.





baby,i miss you badly.

BORING!!!!

school is getting more and more boring each day.
but still,had to go for my attendance.
promise baby,that i'll be in school on time.
and ya,i keep my promise.

tue
went for morning class,and skip sport.
went home straight.
showered and go online.
but i couldnt sign into MSN.
cuz of the internet connection.
i was so pissed off.
hmmmm,didnt manage to chat with baby online.
so we just sms.
went to meet antho at 7 plus to slack.
went home at 8 plus.

wed
as usual,went for morning class and skip afternoon class.
i regret going to school.
cuz we did nothing in class.
homed after class.
online and cam with baby.
chat till 3 plus,then baby gotta go.
cuz her mum wanna use the com.
took a nap,cuz i'm damn tired.
woke up at 8 plus 9 to have dinner.
and watch tv,sms baby.
slept at 1 plus.

thursday
hmmmm,now blogging in class.
cuz i dun even understand wat the hell is the teacher talking about.
she's like talking to herself.
i might as well go home and read on the notes my own.
it's a waste of time coming ya.
m try hard to concentrate ya,but,watever,i dun give a damn.
waitigng for baby to wake up and sms me.
hmmm,miss my baby lots.







missing my baby every single moment.188 days more.

hmmm,lets see wat happen this few days.

sat..
forgot wat time wake up le.
baby called at 4 plus and we chat till 6.
cuz i gotta work.
work is stil ok.
did have fun.
after work,meet antho to pass him the cakes for his mum.
reach home,showered,and drop dead on bed.

sun.
baby called in the morning.
we chat for like 3 hr plus.
hang up and cont chatting online.
after that gotta go off,
cuz i meeting long.
it's been a long while i last met him.
went down to funan to get his com.
had pasta for dinner.
we chat alot.
well,we know each other for 10 yrs,
and every single thing we do we also know wat each other are thinking about.
haha.maybe this is wat ppl call,brothers for life.
cab home,help him to brings his stuffs up and home sweet home.


mon
didnt went to school.
cuz was having a bad headache.
baby called at 11 plus.
chat for hours.
and cont online.
and i finally get to see my baby on webcam.
i'm so happy.haha.
baby went offline at 5 plus.
cuz her sis wanna use com.
had dinner,and sms baby.
went to meet antho at 7.30.
slack and talk cock.
after tat homed.





baby,i'm so glad to have you.you will be the last woman in my life.i love you.i really do.
191 more days till you are back in sg.lets count down together.
we will last.i promise.

FUCK!
i have never seen someone as petty as you.


reach school at 8 plus.
had a test.
well,manage to do it even though i never study.
12 plus finish class.
went back SK to slack awhile,then homed.
i just step into the house only,
my f***er brother as,is it i ate his choccolate?
i told him,how i know is his?
he say return him.
i ignore him.
after shower,i heard him complaining to my mum.
i got pissed off,took 2 buck,and slap it right on his f***ing face.
ARRGGH,i simply hate him.
if my parent is nt around,i sure kill him.
F***ing spoilt my day.

now waiting for my baby to be online.
miss her lots.



PS:sorry baby,i know i scold alot of the F word.but i'm just too pissed off.

reached school at 8 plus reaching 9.
thought today got lesson.
then end up is self study.
so i ask fezah for psp,and i play.
baby call at 10 plus and we chat all the way to 12 plus.
got to hang up cuz my class is going to watch IRON MAN!!
before the movie,we went to the production room for a tour.
went in to see the movie at 2.
well,the year 1 are there too.
they are just freaking noise and childish.
well,i did shouted to them a few time and ask them to keep their mouth shut.
i just dont like the year 1.
the movie IRON MAN is damn nice la.
it's cool shit man.
i just love superheroes movie.

after the movie,went to vivo with huimin and jervena.
cuz my AM wanna talk to all the part timer.
well,we thought he got bad news for us.
but ya,it turns out the other way.
slack there for a while and head for home.

i'm damn tired.
tomorrow i'm not going to school.
will be staying at home and chat online with my baby.


baby,i miss you.i wanna see you soon.

stay home the whole day.
baby call me at 10 plus.
chat for 4 hours.
i simply love chatting with my baby.
we chat,joke and laugh.
my baby is simply the cutest.
haha.

meet antho at 7.30 to slack
slack for awhile then went home.
now online with my baby.

baby,i love the way you make me smile.


WAYNE LOVE MARILYN!

woke up at 7.15.showered,get ready,and meet antho at 7.45 at plaza.
reach school around 8.40.
went to the studio to do some radio thing.
it's fucking boring.i swear.
went to have lunch at 11 plus.

afternoon class start at 12.
another boring lesson of the day.
i almost doze of in the class.
went for a 20 min break.
went to the back to smoke.

after tat went back to class and do nothing.
class end at 4.]went home straight.

now online waiting for my baby to be online.
miss her super lots.

baby,
we been together for like only few days.
but my love is getting deeper and deeper each day.
i love talking to you on the phone.i love listening to your voice.
i'm counting down every single.
6 months will soon pass.
we will be able to see each other by then.
lets make this work alright.
i love you and you know i really do.

baby,this poem is for you.



My Love

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.






i miss you baby....

drawn by my baby.cute right.haha..
i know my baby loves me.i love her too!

WAYNE AND MARILYN...

it's labour day today.
and i thInk i'm staying home today.

baby called at around 10 plus.
and we chat for like 3 hrs.
i love talking to her.
miss her voice.
hah.
had a nice long chat.

baby,i know we are far away from each other,
but trust me,we will last ok.
i miss you,and cant wait to see you in 6 mths time.



PS i love you baby.