normal school day.went to school late because i woke up late.teacher told us that we need to do i short film for our final year project.this time i work with the other group.hopefully we can work well.went home after school.nothing much today.not in the mood to write too much.

i realise one thing,not telling your true feeling out is painful.when you like someone,but you can't tell,it's hard to hide.i wanted to say out loud,"i like you".but i have to keep it inside my heart.

sometime i do wonder myself,do i care for you more then a friend?i don't know what to do.there will be no chance for me i know.i do envy the pther people,at least they stil got 50-50 percent of chance.maybe i could only be your friend,but i hope one day i'm more than a friend to you.i miss a chance of being with someone i like once.maybe you will be the second chance i will miss.

a poem.

'someone special'

There's someone special in my life,
who doesn't know i care.
I wish i could let her know,
but let it show,i wouldn't dare.

i dont even want to risk it,
i don't want to even try.
for if she knew i felt this way,
i'd feel insecure and shy.

i never thought i'd feel this way,
i never thought i'd care.
there's something in that smile of hers,
that makes me stop and stare.

how can i tell if she likes me?
will she ever look my way.
i'll keep my feeling for now,
and save them for another day.

this is just for you.


i'm fond of you.do you know?