haven been blogging for a few days.because i have not been feeling well,so went to bed early.so i shall update today.

tuesday.
went to school late as usual.did do much that day.after school went home straight.

wedesday
went to school for lifeskills lesson.then after that went over to huimin house.cuz she didnt went to school today.jingjing was at her house too.she cook soba(i think it's spell this way)or us to eat.first time eat that,and it taste nice.after that play huimin guitar for awhile.jingjing was in the room,then huimin want to change.she close the door,but it can't be close.so she give it a push.and the door cant be open.because the knob is spoilt.she had to call her uncle to come and save her.haha.i sit outside for more then an hour looking at her uncle tearing down the knob.when they come out i laugh my head off.after that we went to bishan to look for job.but there's none.so went back to amk to study.study at mos till 7 plus,then decide to go somewhere slack.saw huimin friend along the way.so we went to one of the block there and slack till 9 plus then we went home.

today.
went to school at 9 for test.teacher came at 10.finish the test at around 10.30.wait for syed,razali and deepan to finish,cuz we going jamming.had lunch in school and we headed for clark quey.jamming was fun.we came out with a few song of our own.we gonna work on it.maybe next week jamming again.razali say he treat us for jamming 2 hours.we gonna have lots of fun.headed home after that.meet cynthia at 7 for dinner.eat mos.shop shop for awhile then i send her home.after that i headed for home.



this is a nice song with nice lyrics by rachael yamagata.

"Even so"

You're gonna hate me when I tell you everything
You're gonna question whether you really know me at all
You will revisit every smile, and where it fit into the day
I know this is how it will play
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you
Even so
I was not looking to do you wrong
Was not looking for a change of scenery
Don't remember where, or when, or how I did
But I'm hoping that you'll forgive me
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you
Do you remember how we used to run in the summertime?
Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime?
Oh I try, I try so very hard
And I cry, I cry so very much
For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again
I love you like a brother and a friend
I love you with my whole heart until it bends
I love you like a lover until the very end
But I'll always think of all the things
You did to let me know that you love me
But you're leaving
Even so



that's all for today.



i wanna be yor lover.