when is the last time you say i love you to someone you really care for?
when is the last time you tell yourself,"hey life is short,i need to treasure it."
when is the last time you had a heart to heart talk with your closest friend?
when is the last time you cry your heart out?

do you feel that life is short?
i do.
i use to think that i can live for very long time.
but i was wrong.
i can never live for as long as i want.
time is not enough for me.
but still i have things yet to finish.
i have not tell my parents that i actually do love them,
but i just don't know how to express it out in a nicer way.
i haven't told my brother,
actually i do care for him.
i haven told my grandma,
actually i wanted so much to sit down and talk to her.
i haven't told my friends,
how thankful i am to know them,
and how they have make my life a better one.
i haven't told my exs that i'm glad to know them once,
fall in love and get my heartbreak,
and leave a memory that no one else can replace.
i haven't told the one i like now,
that i love her and want to be with her.
i have lots of things undone.
but i wonder do i have enough time to do everything
before i die?

if i die now,
i will have lots of regrets.
the biggest regrets will be the promise to my godma that pass away.
i will never be able to do what i promise.
cuz i'm no longer the little girl in her eyes.
i've changed.
but mama,if you can ever hear me,
i will tell you i love you.
cuz i never get a chance to do so.
sorry that i say that so late.

do what you want to do.
don't be like me.
leaving things undone.
i might be gone soon.
no one know.
i will start doing what i want to now.
in case i have more regrets.

live life to the fullest.