i screwed it up.

everything should be fine.
but i just screwed it up.

i'm afraid of doing the same mistakes her ex do.
but yet i make other mistakes.

am i caring too much or am i try to control her and stop her from doing certain things?

i admit i do get kinda jealous,i keep giving attitude.
but i'm sorry.
i don't mean it.

you say you would want to stay single for the moment,
as you have other things to stress about.
i will wait.

waiting is the only way i can prove my feeling and love for you.

certain words you say are harsh.
but i can take it.
cuz it make me think alot.

you told me before you want to give me and you a chance.
but i don't know,after what happen,
do i still stand a chance?

girl,i know i'm mature in my own way and yet childish in my own way.
but i will change,to make things work out.

i have no idea is it possible between us.
but i just want to let you know,
i'm sorry.
let see how things goes between us and let nature takes it course.

i wont force and i will wait.
no matter how long.



i realise,i no longer like you.
the feeling of like has kinda become love.