Ok..it's 5 plus in the morning.i'm so tired.was sleeping soundly and i suddenly wake up for no reason.damn it.

today is 30th june 2008.
it's our 2th month anniversary.
HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!
I LOVE YOU!
baby,my love for you is stronger each day.
i'm waiting patiently til the day you are back in sg.
i cant wait to see you.
baby,there are more anniversary to come.
i'll love you til my dying days.







yesterday was my last day of work at coffeebean.will be starting work soon at starbucks.
end work at 12 plus.gt home at 1 plus.
after shower jiu call my baby.
talk for like 40 mins jiu hang up le,cuz no credit.sigh.
but it's enough for me le.
can hear her voice,talk with her,is good enough for me already.
we haven been video camming,talking online.talking on the phone properly for like 2 days.
cuz her dad is in perth now.
sigh.i miss my baby so so much.


now going back to my lala land.super tired.nights.


baby,we are left with 153 more days to go...
i love you and i'll always do.

my baby bought our couple mp3 yesterday.
it's super nice and both of us like it alot.
cant wait to receive it.



hmmmm,work was alright.time pass fast.took the last train instead of the transport home.
reach home shower le,jiu go online.cuz baby waiting for me online.
everything was fine.
until she read something.
she said something and just went offline.
i got worried,so i went down to get the calling card to call her.
called quite a few times,she didnt pick up,sms her,she didnt reply too.
so i keep calling,til she finally pick up.
i explain things to her.
when i hear her crying,my heart ache.
baby,i'm sorry.i didnt mean to make you cry.
well,a misunderstanding after all.
i promise you,it will never happen again.
baby,i dont wanna lose you.
i rather lose everything than losing you.
baby,trust me and believe me that i really love you.

如果遇见你是一种幸福，那你就是我一生中最大的幸福。
和你相爱是我这一生最快乐的事。
能拥有你的爱，我是世界上最幸福的人。

to my baby,Marilyn Fong.

there are billions of people in the world.but yet i found you.though we are far from each other,but yet we met.it's fate that brought us together.
many people might think that long distance relationship will not work.but i will prove them wrong.because i know our relationship will last forever.
there are many stories of how a man and woman can last forever.but i will show the world,a relationship of two women can last even longer than that.
i don't care what others might say,i don't care how others look at us.because i know,they will never understand the love we have for each other.
if i have to tell the world how much i love you,i will.because i want the world to know how happy i am to have a girlfriend like you.
if i have to give up my life to show you how much i love you,i will.because,i can risk everything just to love you.
i will give up everything just to be with you.because to me,you are more important than anything else in the world.
i love you and i know you love me too.
even though we can't be at each other side now,but i can feel you love.
if i'm given a chance to love you once more in our next life,i will want to meet you and love you again.
i might not be the best girlfriend in the world, but i'm sure i'm the one who love you the most.
no words can describe how much i love you.
but i know,you can feel that i love you alot.
i'm counting down every single day,i can't wait to have you by my side.

baby,you are my everything.
my heart,my soul,my life,my love,all belongs to you.
I LOVE YOU!


with love
wayne

hmmm.. 1stly, its NOT wayne who is blogging tis rite now.
its ME!! if u dono who i am.. I'm Marilyn (: Her GF!!
errr.. she is lazy to blog.. so i volunteer to help her blog.
aww.. so nice i am (: hahahaha.. OK. im crazy. wad can i write in ur blog?

wayne has been video camming wif me almost everyday (: AND we love camming tgt!
wen i were to go offline, she usually goes out wif long n bear for dinner. *i tink* and will reach home b4 10pm to meet me online (: my baby has done sth really nice for me.. n i wud lik to share wif everyone who reads her blog (: she did it wif frustration.. n LOVE. i appreciate so so much. THANKS BABY!

Another ting is that, last nite she bought two calling cards jus to call me.. aww.. my baby is jus so sweet (: we talked for like 120mins (: i jus love talkin to her on d fone. she doesnt know her COUNTING! it was hilarious! haha.. :P mayb i shud jus stop here.. lalalalalaa... I LOVE U MY BABY (:

i haven been updating my blog for a long time.
since i gt some time,i might as well write something here.haha.

hmm,these few days,i have been reporting to long house.
cuz i need to use his internet connection to get connected to the internet.
so i can chat with my baby online.
i will spend hours at his house just to chat with baby online.haha.
then after i'm done we will go meet bear to eat or just go without bear.
but with bear around,the three of us seems to have lots of fun.
haha.

hoildays have start.
it means i got to work more to earn money.

hmmmm,baby,dun worry tat i got no time for you.
no matter what,i will have time for you de.



now waiting for my baby to be online.
*waiting patiently*


baby,159 more days to go...
i love you.

these are my baby drawing.isn't it cute?haha.my baby drawing make me smile when i look at them.it makes my day brighter.
baby,i love you!

165 more days to go!!

haven been updating.so ya,i'm here to update.
these few days keep going to long house.
cuz i wanna use his house connection.
so i can get connected to the internet smoothly.
and wont get dc while chatting with baby.
me,long and bear have been going out.
haha.have lots of fun with them around.
laughter,jokes,and food!!
haha.wat are brothers for.haha.
but at the end of the day,it's damn tired.


hmmm,today something happen between me and baby.
baby,i'm sorry.
i didn't mean to hurt you.
i didn't mean to say those words.
long is right,i'm always keeping things to myself,and not saying anything out.
it's hard to guess what i'm thinking.
baby,i know i'm in wrong.
i should tell you how i feel.
i shouldn't keep it to myself and make you guess.
i know it's hard.
just give me some time,i'll change.
i'll learn to tell you how i feel.
i'll tell you everything.
i love you baby.
i need you.
i never wanna lose you.
i wont do tat to you again.
i promise.

baby,we have 171 more days to go.i love you!

work is super tired today.
i dun know why there is so many ppl today.
i guess it's because of the great singapore sales.
i accidentally gt a cut at work.
cuz i wanna finish fast so i can reply my baby message,cuz i miss her badly.
i was doing the thing too fast and i kana my finger.
hmmmm,but ya,i'm use to it already.

i didn't manage to sms my baby alot,cuz at work,i hardly stop.
baby,i'm sorry.
even though i din message u tat often at work,it doesn't mean i dun miss you.
baby,i miss you heaps.
you are in my mind every minute every second.
i love you,my sweet lil baby.


baby,my love for you is forever.