haven been updating.so ya,i'm here to update.
these few days keep going to long house.
cuz i wanna use his house connection.
so i can get connected to the internet smoothly.
and wont get dc while chatting with baby.
me,long and bear have been going out.
haha.have lots of fun with them around.
laughter,jokes,and food!!
haha.wat are brothers for.haha.
but at the end of the day,it's damn tired.


hmmm,today something happen between me and baby.
baby,i'm sorry.
i didn't mean to hurt you.
i didn't mean to say those words.
long is right,i'm always keeping things to myself,and not saying anything out.
it's hard to guess what i'm thinking.
baby,i know i'm in wrong.
i should tell you how i feel.
i shouldn't keep it to myself and make you guess.
i know it's hard.
just give me some time,i'll change.
i'll learn to tell you how i feel.
i'll tell you everything.
i love you baby.
i need you.
i never wanna lose you.
i wont do tat to you again.
i promise.