can i cut myself to let it bleed?
will the pain on my body replace the one in my heart?
can i cry out loud like how a kid does?
or am i too old to let out my cries?
should i leave or should i stay?
can someone tell me what to do.
it hurts when you got no chance,
and something is drawing you back.
i hate this feeling.
i love a girl when i was 17.
we were close,
but things draw us back.
i never get a chance to ask her to be mine.
cuz i don't know what will be her answer.
i miss the chance,
i miss it forever.
2 years later,now,
i like someone,
but i don't dare to say.
i keep it away,
and hope she don't see it.
have she ever notice me?
does she feel that i treat her good?
does she ever look at my way,
and does she ever think of me?
can she feel that i like her?
should i confess?
i think not.
i shall keep it away and be her best friend.
in case she don't like me.