everything i do,i do it for you...



well,today wake up at 5 plus in the morning.left home at 6.30,because meeting cyn at 7 at her block to send her to school for her exam.after that went to school.reach at 8.15.i thought i was late.because class start at 8.went into the class,then only one student was there.lesson start at 9 where almost all the student arrive.did some video editing today.before we start,teacher show the whole class our previous project,photo story.so glad that teacher say that the project me and jannson do is very nice.haha..feel so happy when someone say good things on stuffs i do.finish today project within half an hour.the rest of the time i sit down there and talk.haha.went for lunch at 11 plus.we had a one and a half hour break.so,me and huimin decide not to go for the afternoon lesson.so we left during lunch.went to AMK central to play lan for 2 hours.then went to meet jervena at her house in little india.today is her birthday,so me and huimin drop at plaza sing to get something for her.actually we wan to get her some roses,but too bad they don't sell the one she like.so i end up buying her her favourite,tiramisu cake.and huimin bought her her favourite sausages.we also bought our lunch.reach there her house at 4 like that.give her what we bought for her.so seems happy ya.slack down there,eat,watch tv and chat.they both treat me like transparent like that.hug in front of me and ya do some stuffs.don't want to go into details,so think for yourself ya..haha..feel very tired,so went to her room and rest.about 6 plus 7,a friend of her bro was in the kitchen cooking something,smell nice.he cook potato meat curry.he first time cook,but it taste nice.went to play dota again at parklane with them,inculding jervena's bro and sis,and her bro friend.play til 11 plus like tat,then i go off.because it's getting late ya.kinda lazy to walk to ps to take train,so took a cab home.reach home at 12.

now is 12.41,and i'm blogging now.tomorrow i'm not going school.pon school.haha..

well same as usual,a poem to share.it called 'alone'. a emo peom i guess.


Alone

i didn't want to admit it,
it was easier to lie,
and hide the hurt and emptiness.
to smile instead of cry.
i didn't want to face the fact.
my life is full of pain,
and i long to stop my heart bleeding,
and maybe smile again.
cause i feel oh-so-forgotten,
so betrayed and so alone.
without a trace of forgiveness,
and no soul to call my own.
i didn't want to admit the fact,
i cannot spread my wings,
and my happiness has melted,
into tears and other things.
it's hard for me to hide the fact,
my wishes have no home,
and return to anguish,
bow my head and cry alone.



that's all for today.