i'm afraid to fall asleep.
because i will dream of you.
i'm afraid that i will never want to wake up.
in my dream,you are so beautiful.
we're perfect for each other.
but in reality,we are distance apart.
everytime my phone rings,
i hope it was from you.
time and time again,
i dare not hope anymore.
i don't want to be disappointed again.
i see you smiling.
but the smile of yours is not for me.
i keep walking,and don't dare to stop.
cuz i'm afraid once i stop,
i'll be back to square one.
"this will be the last time i tell you this",
is what i always tell you.
but yet it was never the last.
i'm moving on now.
i will not sit there and weep and get myself drunk.
cuz this is not what i want to be.