i die also won't be like him.




had breakfast with my mum and bro.actually i didn't want to go.but my mum say if i go she will buy clothes for me.so i quickly get up and go with her.went to compass point to eat.after that walk around.bro brought his school shoes and slipper.went to get my t-shirt.i like the prints.it says"my hug is priceless".went home after that.
1 plus accompany my mum go work cuz i need a haircut.new year new hair cut.came back home a sleep.
if i never go out,my day will be damn fucking boring.
tomorrow going out to countdown ya.

that's all for today.





i simply love single life.

if this happen more often,i can join marathon.


woke up by huimin's message at 2 plus.asking me want to go out not.i say ok loh.meet her first at bishan at 5 plus.we are damn hungry,cuz we have not even eaten our breakfast.went to eat kfc buddy meal.then half way eating,ben call,and say he's at ps already.so we ask him to go walk around first and we will be there soon.after our brunch cum dinner,we go down to ps.walk around first and play a game of drum mania.accompany ben to have his dinner at pasta mania.me and huimin mouth itchy,so we brought a salad to share.quite nice.after that went to starbuck to have our coffee.went out to smoke and when we return,nika had already reach.jingjing reach at around 9 plus.actualy we wanted to eat beancurd.but there are alot of people.so we end up slacking at the cathay.went home at around 11 plus.



that's all for today.





i wish to see you again.

when a door closes,another one will eventually opens.


woke up at 3 plus.had my mac for brunch.while watching tv(cuz i got nothing to do ya),coffeebean called.ask me to report to work on next wednesday.after so long,finally i'm working.called huimin to check whether did they call her.and yes they do.ask her out to slack.meet at amk at 6 plus.she tell me she meeting her mum ask me mind or not.it's fine with me ya.saw ling while walking to the foodcourt.she's with her friends.had dinner with her mum.her treat.after the dinner,walk around with her mum.after that her mum went home,and we went arcade for games.we went to mos to slack and smoke.talk about what are we going to do after ite.went to arcade for final gaming at 10 plus.slack and smoke outside.and home sweet home.

i'm cutting down on cigarettes.for my own health and for the sake of not being broke.



will you be my valentine?

Love is not just about what you get.It's about what you give.


wake up damn early today.cuz i accompany mummy to raffles place to do something.while on the train,i offer her to listen to my mp3.it's the first time i ever share something with her.we joke and talk on the way.then i realize,we can actually don't have to shout at each other and we can talk nicely.i have not been a nice daughter.but i will change abit.my attitude will slowly change if you give me time.went shopping after that.she bought me a t-shirt.after that we went home cuz she has to work.
meet huimin they all at ps at 3 plus.get to know a new friend today.(so sorry i don't know how to spell his name out.slack at ps.then something happen to me,jingjing,huimin and nika.don't wish to say out.want to know what happen,ask me personally.after that we went to bishan to slack.have our usual coffee at coffeebean.this time we don't have to pay cuz the guy say we are the staff.but we haven even start work yet.ben got staff discount.after the coffee,we went to amk to have our dinner at suki sushi.eat till damn full.time is still early,so we decide to go catch a movie.we manage to get tickets for "I am legend"at 8.30.we can't watch later ones because nika tomorrow got work and we also need to catch the last bus and train.
the movie is nice.i like the sound effect.nika,jingjing and huimin keep covering their ears.haha.it's a movie worth watching.
went home after the movie.

that's all folks.




i'm doom.i think i really like you.cuz i just can't stop thinking of you.

somethings that i will miss.

everytime i take that bus,it will remind me of you.
hoping to see you boarding that bus,
but i know it will never happen.
everytime i smell a familiar perfume,
i will look around,to see is it you or not.
even though i know you no longer use that brand.
everytime i go to shops to buy some chocolate,
i will pick up the brand we use to eat,
and stare at it for a long time.
do you know i stop eating that brand ever since you left me.
cuz i'm afraid that i will miss you more.
everytime i go to place where both of us use to go,
i never talk.
all i do is just sit there at think of you.
my friends ask me why am i so quiet.
i will just answer'i miss her'
it's been years,
you might have already forgotten about our past.
but to me,it's still fresh.
everytime my friends ask about our past,
all i could remember is the sweet memories we share.
even though there are tears in my eyes.
i still remember the day you left me for someone else.
i don't blame you.
i'm not good enough for you.
the happiness you want i can never give.
my heart still ache,
i still miss you.
i know i can never forget you.
if i could turn back the time,
i will still want to know,be with you and love you.
i have no regrets for loving you.



went out to meet jingjing,huimin and ben.should be meeting them at 3.30.but as usual they are late.slack at rocky master.have coffee.talk craps and slack.after that went to acrade.after the game,we went back to amk.cuz we thought of eating steamboat.huimin say the fish head steam boat is nice.so we went there to eat.i hate eating fish and eventually i ate that for dinner.after the dinner,went to amk hub to slack.went home at 11 plus.
tomorrow got to wake up damn early to accompany my mum to some place and after that will be meeting the same group of friends.


that's all for today.



shit!i can't get you off my mind.

Never say I love you,
if you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings,
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand,
if you mean to break my heart.
Never say forever,
if you ever plan to part.
Never look into my eyes,
if you are telling a lie.
Never say hello,
if you think you will say goodbye.
Never say"I'm the one",
if you dream of more than me.
Never lock up my heart,
if you don't have the key.







it's damn wrong to like you.

After awhile you learn to subtle between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and present aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open,
with the grace of an adult,not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too certain for plans.
After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waititng for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you can really endure.
That you really are strong.
And you really do have worth.









i think i like you

Saturday

woke up at around 8 plus in the morning.first thing i do is watch L word.ha.i know i very scary,keep watching.but seriously it's nice.huimin call and ask want to watch movie,since i got nothing to do,so i went with them.she told me her cousin,huiling is also there.before i reach there,i was thinking what will her cousin look like.when reach amk,then i saw her,not bad.nice and sweet looking.went to watch mr magoriums wonder emporium.nice show.after the movie,we went for supper.on the way i keep disturbing huiling.reach the place,order some food,when we ask for bill,this guy ask"eh,my brother there want to ask for her number"which is huiling's number.before huimin can say no,i told the guy"sorry but no."ha.huimin was like"i as her cousin haven say no,you already say no."went to huimin house to stay over.we chat and play some stupid games and watch movie.we watch the eye 10.we were like WTH.it's lame.then jingjing and huimin kinda tired,so me and ling watch the red shoe.but halfway through,she look scare.so i accompany her watch mean girls instead.slept at 7.

Sunday

woke up at 11 plus.jingjing is awake already.hmmm.heard her weeping.so went out to take some tissues for her.have a little chat with her.gave her some advice.around 1 plus 2,huimin wakes up.and ling wakes up to.she came in the room without a sound.i got scared by her.slack around.as usual,disturb ling again.even though we know each other for one day,but we can get along.2 plus like that,ling say she hungry,so ask them go change so we can go down to eat.while waiting for them to change,i lying down,facing down the bed,for awhile.suddenly,feel something heavy on my back.that stupid ling lie on top of me.ha.we do stunts.really enjoy her company.she's a very nice girl.went down to eat and headed for home.accompany ling walk to the mrt station and took bus home.went at under my block i realise i left my house keys at huimin house.gave her a call ask her to bring later.cuz later meeting them to slack again.went to find my mum for keys.
meet them at amk,at 7 plus for dinner.ate suki sushi for dinner.slack at mos and headed for home.

i shall upload the story another time.cuz i have not finish writing.

that's all for today.



i always fall for the wrong person

yesterday didnt went home.cuz we went out to ton last night.meet huimin and jingjing on the bus.and ben,virus and nika at pasir ris.went fair price to buy food for our bbq.went to paris ris beach there to set up our own bbq pit.we eat,talk,play.have lots of fun.went home at about 6 plus.went home,bathe and sleep till 5 plus.

i shall carry on with the story.


Prince Bryan has no choice but to obey his father.
So one day,King Lucas invite Princess Hannah over to their
country so Prince Bryan and her can know each other.
Princess Hannah is a very beautiful girl.
Princes from many countries wants to marry her,but she reject many.
Just because they are not her Mr right.
When she arrives,she saw Prince Bryan is having his horse riding
practise in the grassland."He's the one for me."she told herself.

shall post more soon..





i miss the days where you use to call me everyday.

today wake up at 3 plus reaching 4.watch L word till very late last night.went to meet huimin at amk at 5 plus.slack at amk park mac.had coffee and sandwich.this few days keep drinking coffee.getting hook and cannot live without it already.ha.virus came to meet us at 7 plus.slack around till jingjing come.walk around and slack and smoke.went home after that.tomorrow gonna ton outside but i gonna leep late cuz i want to finish L word season 3.ha.
i shall carry on with the story..here it goes...


Since this baby is born in the middle of the night,
and no one except the people in the castle knows the baby's gender.So he decided to tell the people
in his country that this time it's a baby boy.He's going to let the child live like a man,and hide
the true identity.
so the next morning,He announced to the whole country that the baby is a boy and he will be king
one day.He named the baby Prince Bryan.
18 years later,Prince Bryan grow up to be a charming prince,even more charming than a real man.
In the past 18 years of his life,his father always tell him,"I'm sorry i couldn't let you live
like a normal girl.I'm sorry that i have to let you be like a man.But i got no choice.I'm old and
i needed a son to take over my place when i pass away.""I understand my father.Don't blame yourself
anymore.I'll be a man even though i'm not in the first place."
One day,King Lucas break a news to Prince Bryan."Daughter,no no no!Son,i want you to marry a princess
from the country nearby.Her name is Princess Hannah.You have reach the age of getting married.""but father,
how could i marry her when I'm not a real man.I don't want to marry a woman and let her suffer.She deserve
a real man."said Prince Bryan."Everyone in the country are guessing when and who are you marrying.If you don't,
our secret will be out.Be good and marry her."said King Lucas.


shall post more soon...
that's all today.


i'm still trying not to love you.

i bet many people have read fariytales about prince and princess living happily ever after.but have you read one that is about lesbian?i bet you don't.so maybe i shall create one.it's my first time writing,it might not be good but ya,do read.
this is how the story goes.....


Once upon a time,there's a country faraway.People living in this country are very happy people.
But not the king.King Lucas is getting old,but he has no son to take over the throne.One of his
wife is having a baby.King Lucas is very worried.he told his wife,"My lady,I'm getting old.I have
20 daughters,but no son.I guess i could only live for another 20 years.How i wish the baby you are
having is a boy,so if i die,he can be king."his wife held his hand and say,"My king,don't be too
upset,I'm sure we can have a baby boy this time.""I hope so.."said the king.
3 month later,in a stormy night,the king's wife is in pain.She's about to give birth.Everyone in
castle are worried.King Lucas is praying hard to god,hoping to get a baby boy this time.hours later,
one of the servant came forward to King Lucas and said,"My lord,it's a baby girl!"King Lucas walks
towards the room with a heavy heart.He look at the baby,and say,"WHY!Why is it a girl again?"His
wife is weeping on the bed and blame herself for not being able to give birth to a boy.
Just then,a thought strike in King Lucas's mind.



want to read more?then come to this blog everyday till the story ends.i will post a little bit everyday.
that's all for today.

i hate dreaming of you.


do you remember the first time you ever fell in love?
i do.
it's so sweet,and nice.
you never want it to end.
everything just seems so fine.
the dreams,the love that we share,
it's seems so perfect.
we never want it to end.
i thought it could last,
cuz you seems to be the perfect girl for me.
but i was wrong.
everything just shatter into pieces,
when i found out the one you love is no longer me.
i beg,and i let go all my pride.
just hope you will come back.
but i was wrong.
you've change.
your feelings fade,
and i cried.
i was hurt,badly hurt.
day and night,
i torture myself.
i was broken into pieces.
my heart,my soul,
you took it all.
it took me a long time,
to stand back on my feet again.
i try to fall in love again,
with a different girl.
it just don't feel the same.
then i realize,
i was never whole again.
everytime i date someone,
i hope to see you in her.
i love them the way i love you.
slowly,i realize,
after you,i've never really love someone anymore.
i still dream of you,
even though it's been years you left me.
deep in my heart,
there's a place for you.
a special place that no one could ever replace.




if i could turn back the time,i will never let you go.

he will be the one to protect you now. drifting away.


friday.
went to school damn late.waited for huimin outside school for damn long.slack in class cuz got nothing to do ya.went to bishan J8 coffeebean straight after school.cuz they call me,huimin and my baby sis down for interview.we got the job.we will start at 22th of dec and will be working at vivo soon.cuz the manager want to bring us over.they are short of staff there.
after that went to baby sis house slack.cuz she having dinner with her family.so me and huimin slack in the room.went down to PS to meet virusz for dinner.he treat me eat pasta mania.after slack awhile at arcade den home sweet home.
lend a season of "L word" from baby sis.slept late,cuz i watching it.

saturday.
meet huimin and baby sis at her house there at 9.cuz we going for a injection.meet her under her block and she's still late.
went to amk polyclinic for the injection.after went to mac for our breakfast.huimin meet her mum near there to take her bankbook,cuz we need to photocopy.went to baby sis amk house to take her bankbook.her mum is friendly.and so do huimin mum.went to photocopy all the things we need and headed to bishan to pass it to the manager.after we got nothing to do,so we slack at coffeebean.we wanted to buy some drinks,but in the end we don't have to pay.i think is their treat.so nice of them haha.got our uniform and name tag.actually my name tag puts my chinese name,but i ask the manager whether can i change it,she say ok,so i change to wayne instead.it's better.ha.went to PS,cuz meeting ben,virus,jade,nika there.after we meet,went to yoshinoya to eat.arcade time again.virusz emo and he left without telling us.finish the game,the rest of us headed to vivo,cuz we got no place to go and jade meeting her friend there.her friend help her to pierce her lips.hmmm.i'm getting one when i get my first pay.went to have dinner at 7 plus 8.after that jade went off and the rest of us went to the top floor sit and chat.slack till 10 plus,we went off,ben got jamming and we are kinda tired.
monday going to eat ramen.haha.

going to bathe now,later gonna watch L word.it's a nice show.
that's all now.




how i wish we were like before.i miss you.

i will be fine.i know....



last two days of school.today went to school to show teacher our project.she gave us alot of feedback.gonna do some changes to the script.so far,everything went on smoothly.hopefully when it's time for the shoot,it will be good too.
went for jamming with my band.scream out all my pain,kinda feel better.went back home straight.no mood to go anywhere.sleep the afternoon away.wake up at 8 plus to have my dinner.watch tv for awhile and now in my room using com.

hmmm,christmas is coming.next thursday will be spending with my friends.haha.have a early celebration ya.looking forward to it.
i got a wish list of what i want to get(if possible)

-a ds lite
-new shoes(converse,nike adidas)
-new sling bag(nike)
-more shirts(top man,f men)
-new watches(nike,fossil,adidas
-a new bed
-new wallet(lv)
-new perfume(hugo boss)
-contact lens(coloured and normal one)
-a zippo lighter
-more shorts and pants
-a better guitar(cuz i want to start learning)
-a keyboard(on learning)

i think still got alot but i cant think of it now.ha.hmmm,whoever can get me all of the above,i will date him or her.haha.

that's all now.



friends is only what we can be.

friends around me ask me not to think too much.
i fake a smile just to show i'm ok.
i'm smiling on the outside,but bleeding inside.
this time round i cry no more.
is it i'm numb,or i'm just too sad to feel a thing?
i have no idea.
i'm letting everything go.
cuz it doesn't belong to me in first place.
i shouldn't have feelings in the first place.
i think too much,and i'm sorry.
all i can give you now is all my blessing.
be happy ok?
if one day you don't hear from me,
don't worry,
i'm just leaving for a moment.
i'll be back when i'm ok.
a friend you will be for the rest of my life.









well,i'm emo.so ya.my life will have some changes.no more mr nice guy.bad boy is on the way.
play with me,i'm sure we will enjoy it.whoever wanna play with me,i will go with you.guy or girl doesn't matter.
that's all now.








i'm cold on the street,hot in the sheets.

i'm afraid to fall asleep.
because i will dream of you.
i'm afraid that i will never want to wake up.
in my dream,you are so beautiful.
we're perfect for each other.
but in reality,we are distance apart.
everytime my phone rings,
i hope it was from you.
time and time again,
i dare not hope anymore.
i don't want to be disappointed again.
i see you smiling.
but the smile of yours is not for me.
i keep walking,and don't dare to stop.
cuz i'm afraid once i stop,
i'll be back to square one.
"this will be the last time i tell you this",
is what i always tell you.
but yet it was never the last.
i'm moving on now.
i will not sit there and weep and get myself drunk.
cuz this is not what i want to be.

come and play with me

i haven got the the chance to write our start,and now,i'm writing the ending.


went to school late.end class at 12.went to bishan for our lunch with my classmate.after that we went to the library,because we need to discuss on our project.went to bugis with huimin to meet ben.when to eat mac.after that go haji lane t find jingjing,cuz she working there.i'm bored.so went around the shop and take pictures.ha.wait for her to finish her work then went to mos to eat the rice flake shake.damn nice.after that went to play arcade and headed for home.





you drop me by the road,
leaving me no where to go,
and you just drive off.
when i decided to flag for another car,
you turn back and pick me up again.
i follow you,
but the same thing happen again.
you pick me up only when you need me,
but drop me off when you don't.
even if i'm on another car,
and you needed me,
i will just get down and go with you.
and i stupid or because i like you,
and i care about you.
no one can answer this for me.
maybe this time i shall just walk away.


that's all for today.




kinda miss you when i don't recieve your calls or message.

i'm tired.
i want to let go and move on.
but i just can't.


didnt went home for two days.so i shall blog what happen on friday and saturday.

friday and saturday.
didnt went to school,because i'm fucking tired.jingjing message me asking me what time will i be in school.then i told her i'm not going.ask her to ask huimin want to meet out later or not.but huimin is half asleep.so told her to call me when she's fully awake.went back to sleep again.12 plus,huimin called and i am still sleeping.so decided to meet at 3 at PS.meet them,went to starbuck,and start doing our end of year project.jingjing help to give us idea.do till 4 plus like that,ben came to meet us.went to slack first,because virus meeting us at 6.walk around PS.then went to find virus at the arcade.so surprise that he was with jade.haha.what a small world.went over to cine to meet nika.suppose to meet her 7,but she came late.me and jingjing went to buy subway and the rest eat at the kopitiam.slack there till 9 plus reaching 10.went over to hereen,because meeting cynthia,as i told her i will send her home after her work.she came out at 10 plus.she say she can slack with us for awhile.the rest of us will be going over to jingjing's house.so ask her to come along.went to her house and slack.ben and nika went off at 12.because ben need to go back to camp for duty the next day and nika is because of the girlfriend.then cynthia went off at 12.30.me and virus send her down,cuz we're going to get some beer.after she board the cab,me and virus went to buy beer.i was feleing down.so i drank alot,and i got drunk.stupid me,got drunk because of a girl.i puke,and i feel terrible.i just want to numb myself.i cant control my emotion,and i cry.jing jing they all keep comforting me.i feel terrible.around 3 plus like that they went to sleep.i lie on the sofa and virus sleep on the floor.jingjing and huimin went into the room.i cant sleep,so played virus ds till 6 plus,then i fall asleep.7 plus i heard someone opening the door,i was like thinking who is that,then it was jingjing's dad.i quickly wake virus up,and he went into the room to get jingjing.we dint expect him to be home.cuz he told jingjing he will only be back on sunday morning.went back to sleep when jingjing's dad went to his room.sleep till 9 plus 10 plus like that,wake virus up again,and we went into jingjing room to disturb.jingjing using the com and huimin still sleeping.so we start disturbing her.went to little india station.cuz jingjing meeting someone there.the person buy something from jingjing,so she need to pass it to her.the girl look cute.from nan yang.haha.after that went to PS to have our brunch.virus treat me eat mos.so nice of him right.haha.after that went home.
got home at about 2 plus.rest awhile,and i call jingjing and huimin see they want to come out or not.cuz i'm feeling down this few days.haiz.so they say ok.i'm so sorry to disturb them ya.meet jing jing at AMK at 9.went to lower pierce to slack.i love that place.it's quiet and when you look up into the sky,you can see alot of stars.sit there,have a chat.she told me,it's time to give up on the girl.no point holding on.maybe i will slowly let go.huimin meet us at AMK at 12 plus.actually she want to meet us at lower pierce,but we told her it's drizzling.so meet us at AMk after she meet her friend.i don't feel like going home.so huimin ask me want to go her house not,i say ok.so went to her house.chat abit,watch abit of the L word.then i'm kind tired,so went to sleep.today wake up at 10 plus.her mum made breakfast for us.after eating,we finsh up our project.then leave the hous at 12 plus,and i headed of home.now i'm tired want to go and have a afternoon nap.haha.

so that's all for now.night.


you hate liar,but i lie to protect myself.

haven been blogging for a few days.because i have not been feeling well,so went to bed early.so i shall update today.

tuesday.
went to school late as usual.did do much that day.after school went home straight.

wedesday
went to school for lifeskills lesson.then after that went over to huimin house.cuz she didnt went to school today.jingjing was at her house too.she cook soba(i think it's spell this way)or us to eat.first time eat that,and it taste nice.after that play huimin guitar for awhile.jingjing was in the room,then huimin want to change.she close the door,but it can't be close.so she give it a push.and the door cant be open.because the knob is spoilt.she had to call her uncle to come and save her.haha.i sit outside for more then an hour looking at her uncle tearing down the knob.when they come out i laugh my head off.after that we went to bishan to look for job.but there's none.so went back to amk to study.study at mos till 7 plus,then decide to go somewhere slack.saw huimin friend along the way.so we went to one of the block there and slack till 9 plus then we went home.

today.
went to school at 9 for test.teacher came at 10.finish the test at around 10.30.wait for syed,razali and deepan to finish,cuz we going jamming.had lunch in school and we headed for clark quey.jamming was fun.we came out with a few song of our own.we gonna work on it.maybe next week jamming again.razali say he treat us for jamming 2 hours.we gonna have lots of fun.headed home after that.meet cynthia at 7 for dinner.eat mos.shop shop for awhile then i send her home.after that i headed for home.



this is a nice song with nice lyrics by rachael yamagata.

"Even so"

You're gonna hate me when I tell you everything
You're gonna question whether you really know me at all
You will revisit every smile, and where it fit into the day
I know this is how it will play
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you
Even so
I was not looking to do you wrong
Was not looking for a change of scenery
Don't remember where, or when, or how I did
But I'm hoping that you'll forgive me
And I try, oh I try to think of all the things
That I could do to let you know that I love you
Do you remember how we used to run in the summertime?
Do you remember how we'd run in the summertime?
Oh I try, I try so very hard
And I cry, I cry so very much
For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again
I love you like a brother and a friend
I love you with my whole heart until it bends
I love you like a lover until the very end
But I'll always think of all the things
You did to let me know that you love me
But you're leaving
Even so



that's all for today.



i wanna be yor lover.

didn't blog for two days.because saturday i didnt went home again and sunday my internet connection got problem.so ya,i shall blog today.


1st dec

wake up at 7 plus or 8 plus.virus,jingjing and huimin still sleeping.so i got nothing to do.i took virus's DS lite to play.haha..kinda got hook to it.wait for them to wake up.then we went outrum for their jamming.ben came late.they jam till 1 plus.then they call nika,and meet her 2.30 at PS.me,jingjing and virus went home for awhile.i need to bathe and change.meet jing jing and virus in the way to PS.went to play arcade for awhile.then we decide to go to vivo,because we are kinda sick hanging around PS.reach there at around 4 plus.still at the rooftop,chat and play some games.after everyone's hungry,so we went to marina south to eat steamboat.actually i wanted to go home after the dinner,but i still chose to ton out.haha.after dinner,nika went home.me,ben,virus,jingjing and huimin went to merlion there to slack.then virus help us do some tarot reading.went we sitting there,the wind is damn big.keep blowing the water towards us.so we went off after the tarot reading.we went to jingjing house to sleep over.on the way to her house we went to 7 eleven to buy some drinks.then jing jing and ben bought the horoscope ook,because virus got one then they also want to know more bout it,so they bought it.once jingjing bought it,it means i have to translate for her.because she cant read chinese.so when reach her house we start reading it.at around 1 plus,everyones kinda tired.so jing jing sleep with huimin,and i sleep with ben and virus.haha.>.

2nd dec

wake up at around 8 plus.slack and play at her house.went to have our brunch at parklane there at 12.went to eat subway.we walk all the way from little india to parklane.the distance is alright but it's damn hot.after eating,we walk to dobhy ghaut.ben went home first.the rest of us play arcade or awhile,shop at ps for awhile and we headed home.
reach home at around 3 plus.bathe and sleep for an hour.6 plus cynthia came over.went for dinner at 7 plus.after that send her home.reach home around 9 plus 10.went to bed after bathing.

3rd dec

school start at 9 today,i reach at around 9.30.overslept.did some shooting and we slack there the whole day.
went home at 4.stay home the rest of the day.



that's all for today.






i'll protect you no matter what till the day i die.

it does hurt.


went to school today.meet huimin at 10.45 outside school.but eventually she's late.and she's late for almost an hour.shit her loh.went in at 11.then it's lunch break at 12.and we went off after that.went to have lunch and meet jingjing and her friend at AMK.went home after that.because later meeting them again for movie.
went to jingjing house t 7 plus.cook something for her for dinner.and me,huimin and her went to cine at 8 plus.meeting virus and nika there for movie.
when we reach there,we realise the movie we want to watch is not out yet.we thought got sneak preview then dpn't have.so went to get some drinks and slack.nika treat us for the drink.went to PS to see whether got the movie we want.then end up no.so we decide to watch the tattoist.so we went to play arcade before we get the movie.after the game,we went to cathy to catch the movie.then they don't have tattoist.so we went to watch enchanted instead.the movie is kinda cute ya.before the movie,we went to eat.then i don't know why i ate alot of chilli.maybe to numb myself.after the movie,we went to jingjing house.
now i'm at jingjing house using her laptop to blog.won't be going home today.



i know i am not your fairytale.
i'm just your bed time story.
maybe i met you at the wrong time.
i already do not know are this is friendship or the love i have missed.



that's all for today ya.





maybe i will wait.when you need me,just turn back.i will be standing right behind you waiting.