i hate dreaming of you.


do you remember the first time you ever fell in love?
i do.
it's so sweet,and nice.
you never want it to end.
everything just seems so fine.
the dreams,the love that we share,
it's seems so perfect.
we never want it to end.
i thought it could last,
cuz you seems to be the perfect girl for me.
but i was wrong.
everything just shatter into pieces,
when i found out the one you love is no longer me.
i beg,and i let go all my pride.
just hope you will come back.
but i was wrong.
you've change.
your feelings fade,
and i cried.
i was hurt,badly hurt.
day and night,
i torture myself.
i was broken into pieces.
my heart,my soul,
you took it all.
it took me a long time,
to stand back on my feet again.
i try to fall in love again,
with a different girl.
it just don't feel the same.
then i realize,
i was never whole again.
everytime i date someone,
i hope to see you in her.
i love them the way i love you.
slowly,i realize,
after you,i've never really love someone anymore.
i still dream of you,
even though it's been years you left me.
deep in my heart,
there's a place for you.
a special place that no one could ever replace.




if i could turn back the time,i will never let you go.